Crawling.

Crawling. That's what it feels like this morning. My body is just not cooperating and my spirit is getting tired of dragging it around. I don't know what is going on. I'm tired of feeling like this though. Yesterday seemed just like a blur of pain and struggling to keep up with the basics- laundry, dishes, cleaning.. I really wanted to work on Gia's dress but I was just in too much pain when I sat down. I had to keep laying down on the bed to get my breath and then go for another round. I'm also getting pretty depressed over my weight. I feel so fat and uncomfortable in my body. I just don't know what to do about it. Everytime I try to sit down and make a plan I get overwhelmed. I've got to get a shower and drag onto Hunter's orthodontist appointment today. He didn't make it a full two hours at school yesterday so I'm going to have to decide what to do about that. I think we will just keep him home until after Easter break. I'm hoping to have some answers by then. I think that the loss of a night out the last couple of weeks while Aaron's Dad is in Colorado is starting to wear on me. I need a break. He's not going to be back anytime soon though and I'm feeling very depressed.